The beginning. Kind Of.

I use to have a bunch of posts before this one. Then i tried to have a new blog, one that was totally new. New email and everything. Then i discovered that the new blogs wont let you put a cute template on the background, so i reverted back to my old one and deleted my old posts. Why? because i can. Because i have this aching feeling that i need change. I need to start fresh, i need to let go of the old and start with something new. I deleted my Facebook (GASP!) and started texting people. Eventually i will start calling people, like we use to when we were younger. Or even walk to their house and just knock on their door!!! But that one is a long ways down the road. So here i am. New. Kind of.

Have you ever tried to tame a zillion flies? Yes, a zillion. Sounds impossible right? At least thats what my first thought was. Actually that was what one of my zillion thoughts were. I have a zillion thoughts flying around in my head, like a zillion flies. I try meditation every now and then, but they always seem to come back. They come back more and more it seems like. Thats another reason why i was on a long dry spell of writing. I had so many thoughts that when i would sit down to write, they would all come flying to my fingers at once, i just froze. They still do, but i am just writing as it comes. So bare with me on my kind of new first blog post. At least new with the newness of it being written with a different version of me.

The name of this blog is actually quite funny, only because i am not simple. I am actually probably one of the most complicated persons you will have ever know of in your life. I change my mind within seconds. I can be happy one minute, and overruled by madness the second. I can be sweet, but not fake, unless its towards the right people. I have a dry sense of humor, but to me i am the funniest person alive! Getting emotion is hard when its written, so when i try to be funny i use "!!!" Most people do, but i will sometimes use the amount of "!" to explain how funny it is. So when you see "!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" that means its extremely funny, or extremely important. Well folks, this is it for now. Me, un-simply written in the beginning. Kind of.