The hole

She screams, “HELP!! SOMEBODY!!! PLEASE!!”
In a panic she looks up to what seems like a small bright blue circle. Her breathing is fast and unsettled.

“PLEASE!!! SOMEBODY GET ME OUT OF HERE!!!” Her voice is weakened from screaming and the feeling that maybe she is too far down and no one can hear her.

She drops to the ground, and holds her head. Tears start to roll down her cheeks. She looks around and all she sees are walls of dirt. She looks at her hands and notices they are covered in dirt, from trying to climb the walls. She wipes the tears from her cheeks-- takes a deep breath -- and tries to stand up. Holding herself against the dirt wall she stumbles and trips over a shovel.

She looks up and around her again, and realizes-- she dug herself here. Stunned in disbelief that she is the cause of being there, panic sets in again.

“NO!! NO!! NO!! NO!!”

“HOW DID I GET HERE?! HOW DID I LET MYSELF GET THIS FAR DOWN?!”

“IM STUCK.”

She drops to the ground-- still in shock -- and stares. Not exactly sure what to do, just stares.

Faintly breathing, she says, “ I’m sorry. I didn’t know I let myself get this far.”
“I’m open. Help me be free from this dark, dark place.”

“Give me guidance and security. Let me know its going to be okay.”
“Let me know IM going to be OKAY.”

Surrendering to herself, Sarah Looks up at the bright blue circle and closes her eyes.