Energize me

I have always been a fan of the law of attraction. "What you think is what you are". In my study of the law of attraction, a friend introduced me to chakras, which are the energy our body produces. For a while, I was really into studying and using them to my best knowledge. It did become difficult at times, but for as simple as it was, I kept trying.

When I came back to the church and started applying the gospel into my life, my law of attraction, and chakra studies became small and dusty. Although I would say, for the most part, I do still believe they are true. I do know that from my experiences, using positive thinking, brings positive happenings. As for the energy of chakras, yes I do believe we have an energy source within us. However, I am not 100% on the entirety of it being chakras. Just because I only know the surface of them, I don't know a whole lot about them.

With the Gospel of Jesus Christ, law of attraction, and chakra energy, I know amazing things can come about from using all 3 of them in ones life. Someday I would really like to write a book on how those 3 things can bring a positive influence into ones life.

There have been quite a few fire outbreaks here in Utah. It has been getting scary. There was one from a few days ago that looked like a volcano had exploded! It was close to my uncles house, who just so happens to be in europe right now. So with it being close to his house, that's when it started getting close to home. ( no pun intended) so throughout the past weeks, in church , at family gatherings, and all over Facebook, there have been countless prayers asking the lord for rain to put the fires out. The weather outlook said "mostly cloudy, lightening storms, slight chance of rain. " So as it was getting closer to these storms, I could feel the energy of the world praying positively for rain. Today, I looked out the window and noticed a downpour had started, and is still going!!

I have rejoiced, knowing that this is no coincidence. I may sound crazy, and I'm sure some scientist could come up with a theory as to why the rain percentage has increased so much within 24 hours, but I believe this is the work of many people uniting in positive thinking, and many prayerful thoughts. Most of all, I know the Lord is mindful of his children, he does watch out for us. He knows when we need him desperately. He also works with us when we unite as one in a positive way.

Something to remember.

The worse thing in life is when you realize you have no where else to go but to face the reality of what you have been dreading the most. Its kind of like someone holding a mirror up to your face when you have a huge nasty zit the size of mars. Well, world, i appreciate the kind gesture that i have a huge ugly zit i need to face, but i really dont want to do this.

Last night i was talking to a friend, and i was starting to break down into a "poor me" phase of how my life sucks and blah, blah, blah. When, suddenly, it hit me like a bug in the eye going down the freeway on a fast motorcycle with-out a helmet on. I realized, I lost my grasp of ME. I dont know where i went, but im not here. I dont know who i am, or where im going. I am LOST. At first i was in denial. Did i really loose myself in 3 months of being with another person?? No...REALLY?!
Ugh. Sigh. GRRRR! Stupid!

So then, i was facing the fact that i am now going to have to re-find myself AGAIN! I was fine 3 months ago. I knew who i was, what i wanted out of life, and where i was going. It didnt matter what kind of bug, or zit, came my way. I was ready to take on the world, with my helmet and shoulder pads on, of course. Life has an interesting way of saying, "Well, Sarah, Thats awesome you feel that way. Now, Im going to throw a few obstacles in your way and see how you can take them!"

BAM! She is DOWN!!!!
Thanks life.

Well, now i guess i better get back up to find myself again. This time i hope life doesnt make it too hard again. Im loosing hope that i can be stronger, im getting older too so my energy is lower than it use to be. The best part about this is, Its not the first time ive been knocked down. I've obviously survived bee stings, elbow and knee scratches, fights with my brother, and my first taste of beer. This is NOTHING! I can do it, i know im in there somewhere. I just gotta figure out how to find ME again.

Perfect world.

In a perfect world...

We would all be free of financial obligations.
No one would draw lines of whose right, and whose wrong.
Peace and love and happiness would no longer be just a saying.
The sun would shine all day, the stars would glow all night.

In a perfect world....

Religion wouldnt be the answer, because there would be no wrong.
Everyone would accept everyone for who they are, and love unconditionally.
Wealth would be more popular.
Not a single soul would go to bed hungry.

In a perfect world...

Money would be the last thing on everyone's mind.
Loving the same sex would be accepted, because love, is love.
The latest trends would go unnoticed because we would all be perfect, in a perfect world.
Being perfect wouldnt mean to have botox, a hot tan, or a big label on your clothing.

In a perfect world...

We would all get a long.
Guns would sit on the shelf gathering dust.
The air would be clean, and plants would live.
Families would have their sons, daughters, husbands, wives, fathers and mothers home, because they are not needed for war.

Twinkle Twinkle little star

When i was little, someone told me to make a wish on the first star i saw to appear for the night. So, i wished for happiness. I've probably made a billion wishes on happiness alone. I couldn't tell you how many times Ive wished upon the first star i see appear for the night. I never wished for ridiculous things, like a million bucks. Although, it would be nice. It was always simple.

Happiness comes and goes. Im usually pretty optimistic about life, and when i get down it only takes a second for me to get back up. Right now, i would say im the happiest ive been in a really really long time. So granted, that wish i know without a doubt will always be true.

For so long, since i was 15 or so, i have wished for the "Prince Charming" to find me. This one might seem ridiculous to some, but its every girls wish. There were a few that could have fooled me, but soon were revealed to be fakes, or frauds. One might have been close, but not close enough. As i got a little older, my dreams of the handsome man arriving on the white stallion were diminishing. I started loosing hope and stopped wishing.

About a year and a few months ago, One night, while sitting in my bed, i was looking out my window- the stars were beautiful. Of course there were about a trillion of them, not one was the "first star" to be seen for the night. I closed my eyes and wished for the world to send the right man to me. I could have repeated it a hundred times, maybe even fell asleep saying it over and over. After that, i continued on with life with this thought in the back of my mind, always wishing on that "star".
A few charmers, but surely not any of which were near prince, came, and went. I still carried on.

Months passed, and i was so busy looking up wishing, and waiting. I forgot to look in front of me. Eventually the slight tap on the shoulder and a clearing of a the throat caught my attention. (Okay...so it might have been a little more noticeable than that.)

Well, world, thank you. My wish has been granted. Now i am happy, and he is here!