Gone

So cold as ice, my tears freeze my cheek as they roll down my face.
My heart barely beats, Thump......thump.....thump...
I breath slowly as if i was trying to hide from something.
I close my eyes and try to think of nothing.
But all i can see is your face..lingering in my mind.
Darkness behind you, as if you were a stranger.
But you were all i ever knew.
I open my eyes to make the image disappear as much as i can.
I touch my chest.
The pain is too much to bare.
Id rather rip my heart out than to feel the pain i feel.
I try to live, and move on.
When i sit in a room full of people i still feel alone.
As if im not even really there.
Just a shadow in the darkness.
Each day i think im getting closer to being over.
But each day brings memories of how we planned to be together.
Trust. What is trust?
I can trust no one.
I am ruined for the rest of my life.
I will be haunted by your memory forever.
Someone find me, and save me from this pain i feel.
I just want to lay here for forever so i will never fall again.