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Friday, April 1, 2011

Perfect world.

In a perfect world...

We would all be free of financial obligations.
No one would draw lines of whose right, and whose wrong.
Peace and love and happiness would no longer be just a saying.
The sun would shine all day, the stars would glow all night.

In a perfect world....

Religion wouldnt be the answer, because there would be no wrong.
Everyone would accept everyone for who they are, and love unconditionally.
Wealth would be more popular.
Not a single soul would go to bed hungry.

In a perfect world...

Money would be the last thing on everyone's mind.
Loving the same sex would be accepted, because love, is love.
The latest trends would go unnoticed because we would all be perfect, in a perfect world.
Being perfect wouldnt mean to have botox, a hot tan, or a big label on your clothing.

In a perfect world...

We would all get a long.
Guns would sit on the shelf gathering dust.
The air would be clean, and plants would live.
Families would have their sons, daughters, husbands, wives, fathers and mothers home, because they are not needed for war.

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Twinkle Twinkle little star

When i was little, someone told me to make a wish on the first star i saw to appear for the night. So, i wished for happiness. I've probably made a billion wishes on happiness alone. I couldn't tell you how many times Ive wished upon the first star i see appear for the night. I never wished for ridiculous things, like a million bucks. Although, it would be nice. It was always simple.

Happiness comes and goes. Im usually pretty optimistic about life, and when i get down it only takes a second for me to get back up. Right now, i would say im the happiest ive been in a really really long time. So granted, that wish i know without a doubt will always be true.

For so long, since i was 15 or so, i have wished for the "Prince Charming" to find me. This one might seem ridiculous to some, but its every girls wish. There were a few that could have fooled me, but soon were revealed to be fakes, or frauds. One might have been close, but not close enough. As i got a little older, my dreams of the handsome man arriving on the white stallion were diminishing. I started loosing hope and stopped wishing.

About a year and a few months ago, One night, while sitting in my bed, i was looking out my window- the stars were beautiful. Of course there were about a trillion of them, not one was the "first star" to be seen for the night. I closed my eyes and wished for the world to send the right man to me. I could have repeated it a hundred times, maybe even fell asleep saying it over and over. After that, i continued on with life with this thought in the back of my mind, always wishing on that "star".
A few charmers, but surely not any of which were near prince, came, and went. I still carried on.

Months passed, and i was so busy looking up wishing, and waiting. I forgot to look in front of me. Eventually the slight tap on the shoulder and a clearing of a the throat caught my attention. (Okay...so it might have been a little more noticeable than that.)

Well, world, thank you. My wish has been granted. Now i am happy, and he is here!

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

The Dreamcatcher

Sitting here on the edge, i look down upon all the little lights glittering below my toes. I am on the top of the world, with only a cup of wisdom in my hand. I can do anything i want. But what? I ask this question every day. Every second. WHAT TO DO?
I have the world at my feet and all i do is sit there and gaze. Being a Sagittarius, i change my mind a lot. I am okay with this though. I like to experience new things, and have new ideas flutter across my mind.

A Little girl sits in class learning about "Growing up", the teacher passes out a piece of paper explaining to think about what they want to be when they "Grow Up" and to write it down, and draw a picture of themselves in that profession. The little girls mind goes wild. She often dreams of being a ballet dancer, but also wants to be a mom, and then creates an entire life with here little mind. She smiles and draws a picture of her holding a baby wearing a ballet tutu. Soon enough the little girl "Grows up" and realizes its nearly impossible to live off of dancing in ballet, gets a full-time minimum wadge job and tosses the dream she once had in the trash. She also realizes that babies are by no means easy, and puts that dream in the back of her mind.

Why cant life be as simple as writing down what we dream and drawing a picture and having it come to life?

Well, as i was before, I will sit with the world twinkling at my toes listening to Bob Marley, and holding the cup of wisdom and dream my dream of what i want to be when i "Grow Up".

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

The beginning. Kind Of.

I use to have a bunch of posts before this one. Then i tried to have a new blog, one that was totally new. New email and everything. Then i discovered that the new blogs wont let you put a cute template on the background, so i reverted back to my old one and deleted my old posts. Why? because i can. Because i have this aching feeling that i need change. I need to start fresh, i need to let go of the old and start with something new. I deleted my Facebook (GASP!) and started texting people. Eventually i will start calling people, like we use to when we were younger. Or even walk to their house and just knock on their door!!! But that one is a long ways down the road. So here i am. New. Kind of.

Have you ever tried to tame a zillion flies? Yes, a zillion. Sounds impossible right? At least thats what my first thought was. Actually that was what one of my zillion thoughts were. I have a zillion thoughts flying around in my head, like a zillion flies. I try meditation every now and then, but they always seem to come back. They come back more and more it seems like. Thats another reason why i was on a long dry spell of writing. I had so many thoughts that when i would sit down to write, they would all come flying to my fingers at once, i just froze. They still do, but i am just writing as it comes. So bare with me on my kind of new first blog post. At least new with the newness of it being written with a different version of me.

The name of this blog is actually quite funny, only because i am not simple. I am actually probably one of the most complicated persons you will have ever know of in your life. I change my mind within seconds. I can be happy one minute, and overruled by madness the second. I can be sweet, but not fake, unless its towards the right people. I have a dry sense of humor, but to me i am the funniest person alive! Getting emotion is hard when its written, so when i try to be funny i use "!!!" Most people do, but i will sometimes use the amount of "!" to explain how funny it is. So when you see "!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" that means its extremely funny, or extremely important. Well folks, this is it for now. Me, un-simply written in the beginning. Kind of.